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(no subject) [Mar. 21st, 2010|02:09 am]

wonderrrgirl
HAA. Big surprise from my friends today at my house. Actually, because I know how Jessica function, I know there's going to be some surprise of some sort. Just didn't expect them to come to my house. I thought I'll be meeting Camy and then they'll appear out of nowhere, or something. 

& I didn't expect Chunwei & Huiru to be there too. AHAHA! 

Really happy and grateful for all that they have prepared; there's like a ton of food that we can't finish, and also the presents. I think I've said this before a few times, that the best gift to me are cards because I like sincerity above everything else. Though I really love the Kim Hyun Joong related presents HAHAHAHA. Tiak's canvas drawing of Hyunjoong (SO TOTALLY THE ONE THAT I LIKE!!!) and Jessica who got the poster dunno from where. I am guessing it's imported. Thanks!!!!!!!! !!! !!! !!!!!!! 

& Jessica's facebook card is amazing and this gives me another headache what to get for her this coming August. That girl is clearly trying to win me in terms of writing amazingly long cards. 

All in all, I had the best time, and it sums up why I love NYJC because of all these people that I knew from there. :) 

THANK YOU: Camy, Jessica, Chunwei, Huiru, Bay, Sutsia, Tiakhui  ♥

& everyone is in love with Jackie. @.@ 
Because he looks so like Hwangbo's Jins, I shall allow him to be loved. 


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Completely unrelated; I love Jokwon & Gain!!!  They're not as good as Joongbo, but they're really cute. Jokwon isn't my type for I don't like skinny people or cute looks, but I have to say he is attractive in a different way. Like, you just want him to be your brother. HAHA! Jokwon makes me go crazy over Abracadabra. I LOVE this song though it's so long alr.  

I LOVE DIRTY EYED GIRLS ~ :) 


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nothing on you. [Mar. 20th, 2010|02:04 am]

risingsunset
[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
[Current Music |2AM - i was wrong]

busy busy busy.

after my internship, I've been rushing out to do my scholarship applications and tying up loose ends for the internship.
which means a lot of writing and a lot of thinking, which I'm trying to avoid. still got a couple more essays to write for my scholarships. gotta buck up.

and so my internship has concluded. all in all it was a really good experience. I don't think I regret going into it after all. I'm probably going to miss the students the most, (I mean, why would I miss all the paperwork right?) but even then, they've been flooding my facebook so ya, haha, not going to be missing them that much yet. but honestly, all of them were really great kids and I really hope they achieve what they want. ah, still going to miss seeing them everyday.

nothing much in my life. going for dance nearly everyday. very very happy about that. I'm even more addicted to dancing, if that's possible. GOT TO IMPROVE MAN. 

19th march happenings. )

to cheer me up, I've been thinking of purchasing nail polishes online. BECAUSE singapore stores have a severe deficiency in awesome brands such as OPI, Orly, China Glaze etc. I mean, when I see the collections online, I'M SO TEMPTED TO BUY EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE NAIL POLISH.
Orly's Sweet Collection 2010. SO PRETTY.


OPI's Hong Kong Collection. HOT.

sooo many nice nail polishes. wants them now!

and I'm slightly depressed because I've just realised that the headphones I've always wanted to get from epicentre is GONE. which means I need to hunt for another one. KYA. should have bought it a long time ago. now it's no longer there ):
my Elecom XCALGO EHP-OH900SK (Skull). NOOOOO. I should have grabbed you.
I shall continue hunting until I've covered every epicentre in Singapore just in hope that I'll find you. AHH regrets.

and to end off this entry, WATCH 2AM'S NEW MV. nice nice nice nice x10000000.
I'm seriously becoming a 2AM fan. their songs are so freaking awesome and I have no idea why but all the members seem to be getting hotter and hotter. KYAAAA 2AM FTW.
must watch must watch. 2AM's vocals are one of the best. 

Jay is awesome. 2million++ hits in less than a week. they've got nothing on you. 
HA 2PM/JYP, bet you're regretting.
and I always lol when facebook lists 'Jay Park' as a recommended friend for me to add. SERIOUSLY? you sure that's the Jay Park I want?


why are there so many photos in this post?
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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2010|08:31 pm]

wonderrrgirl
Having fever and flu the whole day at work. Felt like one trillion cells have died. But job satisfaction is TREMENDOUS. Love my new job. It's hectic but I like it so far. 

& today during lunch, my colleagues and I had a great time gushing over Kim Hyun Joong HAHAHAHA! EVERYONE has watched WGM Joongbo, all except Mei Shan. She's fully going to get alot of HJ commercials next week. Jessica left early today to attend her Cousin's wedding. 

I'm revamping my room very soon YAY! Getting the long table build in, the one I always wanted. Cost a BOMB and my parents are only agreeing to pay because I said I'll come home everyday instead of staying at the hostel. As a result of this promise, they are more willing to make my room nicer for me to study in. 

Watching Jokwon and Gain now. They're hilarious! Jokwon is the kiddy type, not really my type, but he makes me laugh ALOT because of his expressions and actions. He reminds me of someone but I can't think who, at the moment. 



Which reminds me, 

at my workplace there is this guy sitting at the other side who really reminds me of Hyunjoong. It's that similar jaw structure once again and nose. He walks over regularly because the printer is at Jessica's table, which is two tables away from me. He looks thirtyish. Seriously, swear that he is like, a cross between Hyunjoong & Mr Yeo. HAHAHA. 



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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2010|08:36 pm]

wonderrrgirl
First day of work. Gosh work is seriously heavy. Our dept has alot of things to do. Tomorrow going back to do more stuff. But I kind of like it, it's awesome. I like the feeling of doing things, but without the psychological stress. & my partners are vvvv nice to me, hahaha, they taught me alot today. 



Got the call from MOE to inform me that I'm shortlisted for interview for the scholarship (PSC gateway). The personnel says that I must take Geography plus 4 linguistics modules in UNI in order to take up their scholarship; meaning have to teach Geography and English Language. 0.0 

Anyway, what else can I say but yes, I will be there. 
Sigh. 

& I am very scared of the interview panel. I mean, I'm scared Mr Yeo will be part of it. It's HIGHLY possible, seeing that he's at HQ now and secondly, he's a scholar as well, and I know there will be scholars in the panel, just don't know who. 

Please don't let Mr Yeo be part of the panel. I will have a hard time being completely myself. I pray hard they check that he was once my teacher and deem it unfair for him to interview me and viola! change to someone else. 


....
NUS scholarship please want me!! Then that will be the end of all my problems. 


I have 6 journals to rush through thanks to last minute work, for my internship. I am a huge slacker. o.o


After that I shall finally get my butt down to watching Jokwon & Gain! 
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(no subject) [Mar. 18th, 2010|12:02 am]

wonderrrgirl
 Seohyun & Yonghwa are getting really awesome in WGM. I wonder if they may beat the Hyunjoong&Hwangbo couple in my heart. AHHA, really difficult though. 

But I have to say S&Y are really good together. I love it when Yonghwa tries his best to like being in the bookstore, because Seohyun likes reading.  

But the funniest really, is 2am Jinwoon's reaction whenever there's skinship moments or any cute moments between Yonghwa and Seohyun. Jinwoon likes Seohyun alot, so he's like, arghhhhhhh.  & the PD is very mean; putting stuff like "Heart Breaking" beside Jinwoon. 


Love it best when Seohyun wants to exchange number with Yonghwa, and Jinwoon is like, " TURN OFF!!!!! " 

Love Jinwoon haha! His reactions are all so hilarious. ♥



& okay, the top reason why I like watching this is because I always learn some new korean vocabulary from Seohyun. ;0  




&&&&& Sutsia just gave me links to more ss501 variety. I'm going to watch star golden bell ss501 tomorrow. I already watch abit of it, and hahahaha, hyunjoong oppa is SO CUTE in those long hair days. ♥  

plus it's with SNSD. Okay, honestly, I am starting to like SNSD, thanks alot of afew of the girls inside who are really super hilarious. & their songs are quite nice. :) Really, SNSD - Tiffany = ♥ 
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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2010|11:29 am]

wonderrrgirl
 GOT THE JOB!! 

Work begins tomorrow. 

However, must see Jessica's face for 5 day work week plus weekends if we going out. o.o LOL! Her mother asked me to move over to her house to stay cuz she stay in Simei which is much closer to our work place than Yishun. 

0.0 
If like that we at night no need to sleep anymore. 


YAY NO LONGER POOR! JIAYOU MUST WORK HARD! 

I love the fact that I am useful again. 


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LiveJournal Major Notes: Global navigation, Mobile, Bug fixes [Mar. 16th, 2010|03:33 pm]

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(no subject) [Mar. 17th, 2010|12:10 am]

wonderrrgirl
I AM SO PISSED OFF. 

Lousy rigid application system. What is with that box that requires us to put in the amount of grant that other scholarships are offering? Some scholarships don't specify this; they just pay for whatever that you need, like the PSC one. I am assuming that's what they do, since they don't tell you how much they're giving, just as long as it's tuition fees/book allowances/etc. 


I don't know why NUS creates this system that requires all those information, and if you can't provide it, the entire application cannot be processed. 

ARGH. 

I feel like totally deleting that part, but I can't, because that will be lying, since I HAVE applied for other scholarships, so can't very well put empty there. 

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 


Just when I found the mood to write the essay. 

All I can say is, I am pretty pleased with my essay. :) 


ARGH. NUS better reply me tomorrow on how to solve this problem. 
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(no subject) [Mar. 16th, 2010|07:10 pm]

wonderrrgirl
Episode 13 of Gossipgirl is very awesome. I was confused initially because it has been 3 months since the filming stopped. & on the Upper East Side, it's confusing who is with who now, and who had sex with who. So, took me awhile to remember what has happened. 

I can't imagine any episode where Blair didn't say anything awesome. Blair always have very amazing lines, from her classic elitist snob lines to the times when she said the right things at the right time. 

So, while I love all her snobby lines, it's the part with Chuck that gets us all.

Chuck: I don't have a real mother. I never will.
Blair: Doesn't mean you've alone. I love you, Chuck, and I'll always be your family.





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(no subject) [Mar. 16th, 2010|04:26 pm]

wonderrrgirl
Yesterday entry was abrupt because I was suddenly interrupted by my mom, who came in to talk to me because SHE cannot sleep. (Anyway those of you who don't get which entry I am refering to, it's locked and only visible to those who are concerned) 

Anyway, yesterday's talk with my mother woke me up for a longggg sleep of luxurious life and zero contentment. I didn't know that before I was born, life for my parents are that shitty, poor like shit, poor like anything. Nothing like how we are living right now. Life really changed once I was born (I was clearly the lucky star) and my mother got this job at this company where her pay suddenly x3. That was when things got better. But things really improved sky high when she came out and start her own listed company. It has been so long actually. 

But all I know is, when I was born, I never experienced any of the hard life that she once went through back then, and I never had to bother about things that I took for granted for, like having other people to clean up after me and not having to share any household chore since there's always someone to do it... 

Now I understand why my mother is always so naggy when she sees me buying stuff online, and using my nets without restraints or considerations. Now I understand why she refused to give us alot of cash and refused to buy stuff that we (my brother and I) both know she can clearly afford. 

I always kind of thought she wants to save all that money to herself, for some crazy old-age-security thing. 


I guess the real reason was so that we wouldn't turn out to be ungrateful gits who assume everything comes by so easily. I'm quite grateful for that, because I would have easily turn out to be those who spends without thinking. I already am right now actually, in many aspects, though it's getting better now that I have plans to want to do stuff like learn Korean and going for overseas exchange, and I know I need to save up money on my own to do all that. 

My mother says that if we spend anyhow we want, this is called 则富, and good life and riches wouldn't come to you. I dunno lah. Whatever it is that they believe in. 

But the borderline message is that one should be content with what you have, and the richer you will feel. Good things just come when you're feeling grateful and happy. :) I think this is somehow true. 

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Righttt. I am getting really peeved at the scholarship application. So much confusion over what to send and where to send it, because both sectors give me very different instructions. 

But I supposed I should be grateful that they bothered enough to keep pushing for my supporting documents, even though I am WAYYYYYYYYY past the deadline of submission (it's supposed to be within 10 days after I submit the essay) and today is the deadline of all submissions, but the personnel has kindly given me by the end of this week to do so. 


So I think it's only right of me to say that I will send them by today via email. Because they're so nice and patient and non-rigid (despite the confusion), I have a pretty good impression of them now. 


But unfortunately, aye. Can only say, I am thankful for my internship at NSS. It really is the crucial key to helping me see what is it that I really want in my life. 
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2010|03:39 pm]

wonderrrgirl
I know this shouldn't be the way but just can't help feeling annoyed knowing that you will have to see some very disturbing and annoying people around. & people who copy & paste your words and put it off as their own. Annoying, really annoying. But whatever. Getting out of it. 


I'm having a dilemma right now with all the planning. If all goes right, I may be able to work in the same company & department with Sunshine. & I will honestly rather work there than anywhere else. The interview later is going to be my back up so hopefully they don't ask me to confirm so early. Please.. please.. 

Will see how. 


Korean lessons confirmed & paid! 
For some funny reason, I am starting on the same date as Dyane: 25 March 2010. COULD WE BE IN THE SAME FREAKING CLASS. LOL. I don't know. I'm lazy to check. But I think mine is the Peninsula Plaza branch instead. So it can't be... 

But whatever it is, it's confirmed and yay! 
This $315 dollars (k fine, i didn't fork the money but still) will be worthwhile. It's a future investment for something else I want to do. Okay, not exactly future, because it'll happen pretty soon already. But still. But still.... I must learn well so that I can do what I want with ease and not affect other things. I sounded confusingggg hahaha but whatever. 

toooddles! preparing to go out for interview.
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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2010|12:19 am]

wonderrrgirl
Done deal. I have every single WGM Joongbo couple episode in my iPhone now. I can watch them whereever I go, 24/7 if I wish to. 

However I didn't manage to get the subs that I wanted. I wanted Tungtungsubs for this, because I'm used to theirs for WGM. But it was taken down a few days ago on youtube, sheeshzzz. So I have to get the other subs instead. Not that it's not good, it's actually not bad in certain aspects, like how this subber actually subs all the korean words and stuff that the PD puts in. It's just that I'm so used to Tungtung! 

But it's okay, because it's better than nothing. Besides I watch this so many times, I could memorise some of those lines already. 

I also include gossipgirl inside so that I can watch later on in bed. & tons of SS501 MVs, so that I can watch leader any time, any day. 


This is the whole reason why I got iPhone. & I finally figured out how to do it. YAY. Big thanks to Dyane & Ferran. 


Has the latest Yonghwa&Seohyun episode come out? Youtube kept taking down all the videos, it's annoying. 
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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2010|12:31 pm]

wonderrrgirl
With or without, I am beginning to see that nothing changes. I was fine in the past. I'll be fine even now. I think Vanessa is right on many counts. :) I don't know. She's in Guangzhou now and I hope she comes back soon! Meanwhile I am going to watch George Carlin again because I badly want to listen to the part where he talks about Bill Clinton and how he's "I'm full of shit!".  Love that. But can't find it! I'll rewatch everything again then. ;/ 

Besides I think Carlin is the pillar of logic. Everything he says makes complete logical sense. 

Afterwhich I need to complete my Gossip girl ep13. Dragging on for too long. &then to figure out how to download videos into iphone format and convert other videos into iphone format. 

AND THEN, it's my Korean language time. 

I love holidays. cheerios. Have yet to transfer the money to Ferran and super lazy to do so. So dog, wait lah, okay. Don't worry.. THE AMOUNT OF MONEY YOU CHEAT ME SINCE I KNOW YOU IS MORE THAN YOUR LOUSY $60. 

toodles. 


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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2010|01:00 am]

wonderrrgirl
I wanted to watch Gossipgirl but I keep coming to the fact that there just isn't proper time to do so. The Hurt Locket. Ferran just let slip that N & S are back together, and apparently, "had sex twice",  according to him. I supposed the first time refers to the big huge famous betrayal before S left for boarding school, and the beginning of the story in Gossipgirl. I think N&S are made for each other, you know, for both being blonde and golden and tanned, and pretty. & for being assholes sometimes, not knowing what to do, what to choose. 

No time. 
No time. 
I can watch now but if I do I'll never get up for Church tomorrow. 

Vanessa's not gonna come with me :( because she's at Guangzhou, China, right now with Angela. Hope they're having an awesome time. & Vanessa if you read this when you're back, I got the information you wanted about NUS. :) 

We should talk more when you're back. 

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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2010|11:37 pm]

wonderrrgirl
NUS Open House:  

I only went to hear 2 talks; Overseas Exchange and special programmes and Faculty of Arts & Social Sciences talk. 

Nothing new from FASS talk, basically what I already know; the divisions, the modules, the double degree, double major stuff. Really, except new insights that people who do Sociology often end up doing things that are completely not related (not very) to Sociology. 

& there's no mention of Psychology among all the Students-Who-Succeed-In-Their-Life-After-Uni.

& I supposed this is because when you do Psychology, that's basically it. You'll be off doing something related to Psychology. It's kind of hard to do something else, not when you spent a ton of money on it. So far I've only known one person who did Psychology and did something else abit different. He went to start up a company. But even so that company is psychology-related; it has to do with educational psychology, where there are specific programmes to help determine a child's learning abilities and preferences. 

I used to find Psychology attractive because of Neuropsychology, because I know this person who worked in the hospital with those patients and how much job satisfaction she has gotten from it. If I'm ever doing Psychology, this is the only area I am interested in. 

But after hearing their journey towards getting there, it kind of turned me off. It's too much studying and studying. And even I, who actually liked studying and could concentrate long hours on it, finds it disturbing. 

Maybe it's also because the psychologist who came to our school back then to determine our learning styles, he told us of a typical journey for a psychologist-to-be student and it sounds like something only really determined people could achieve. I don't think I am, honestly. 

& the fact that you must get really good grades to do it, otherwise if you graduate with just a degree, that's as good as not doing anything at all. It's a field of study that, for many reasons, reminds me of A'levels. 

Unless, you're happy with being a normal social worker, that is, then the GPA score wouldn't really matter. But I know I wouldn't be...  That's why, while I'm not very sure yet what to take in FASS, I know Psychology is pretty much out. Not even going to take the starting modules, because I'm pretty sure I wouldn't want to do it. Plus I know I like other stuff better. 

_________________________________

The FASS person who spoke to us, she is a Sociology lecturer I supposed. She did say some really true stuff; like how you should choose something that you will look forward to during your time here, something that you love, so that you can really shine. & don't just do it for the sake of the future or something like that. (Easy to say too, but I think there must be some thought given to our future) 

I think it's also important to find out what exactly you will be doing under the given major. Because very often, we just love the idea of something. Not so much of Geography for me, since I know quite well what to expect. 

But for things like, Sociology and Psychology, they have always been majors that sound very ideal to me. But I have to admit to myself that I know NOTHING about what to expect from there. (Because I didn't really bother to read on much about it, except the very basic) 

So I'm quite cautious about the fact that we have alot of choices. I don't want to decide on something just because the idea of it seems ideal, awesome, professional or interesting. I think finding out more exactly about what we're going to do is really important. Otherwise it's like loving the IDEA of having a boyfriend, but not really considering both the good and bad sides. 

 So for those who already know and decided, you guys are really lucky, I'll say...



I am deciding between the few options: Geography, History, Sociology. 

I cut down alot since the previous time I was thinking about it. I cut out the rest after today's talk, because I really want to do something that I have a high amount of confidence that I'll enjoy and like. 

& while I can't decide now, I am actually pretty sure of what it is I really enjoy and like. I like studying people on a broader scale. That means, I cannot be bothered with studying how a person reacts or think. But I know I've always been interested in studying ALOT of people, not individuals. 

This is one of the biggest reasons why I like Geography; Human Geography to be exact. I like reading on things like culture, demographics, social trends, gender issues, globalisation, geopolitics, social phenomenons, religion; all things related to people and why masses behave in a certain manner. 

That's why I'm considering Sociology as well as Geography. Sociology will be entirely new, while Geography is pretty much not as alien as the former. So I don't know... we shall see. 

As for History, it's one of my choices because this is one of the things I do in my free time. Reading about them through books and online. & if you notice, History is also very related to how people behave. & how it can lead to major events, changes, a lot of things. 

So I know very well the specific area that interest me the most. 


Having said that, this reduces alot of options, thankfully. I'm still deciding. Long way to go, so this is not a big worry now. 


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There's also quite alot on the different halls and stuff to join. I'm considering stay in a hall because of the activities. But on the other hand I fear distractions and being unable to concentrate. To me, the CAP score is quite important, because I really wanted to go for the overseas exchange programme. & CAP score of 4.0 and above is really crucial. CAP score also determines the honours degree. So I don't know, how much of those little numbers should I trade in for the sake of a more balanced university life? 

It's alot of think about, if you think of it this way. 


I am also considering taking the Language Preparation Programme. If yes I'll be taking up Korean, because one of the places I want to go for overseas exchange is Seoul National University. I have checked with the professor, and he says that 40% of the modules in SNU is in English. So unlike in Japan, where you have to do it in Japanese, and that'll suck because I know I'll just die. 

SNU is one consideration, otherwise the UK ones look really awesome and I've always wanted to go... King's College London esp. I've always known they have a good Geography programme there.

But to do all these, alot of work is required. hmm. 


Again, all these, can worry when we're in. But I'm just the sort, who, you know, wants to think more about it before it happens. 

_____________________

Next week I'll be going for official Korean lessons at Cambridge. My parents agreed to pay. A miracle that I appreciated, because that means I have alot more extra cash now. I'm going with Dawn because she wants to learn too. Yep. This is going to be a heavy investment because from Basic all the way to advanced is a rather big amount for poor kids like me right now. 

But I'm pretty sure of it because I know I'm not studying this just for some lame I LOVE KOREAN POP reasons.

Though it's true that Korean popculture was a trigger. But the bigger reason why I'm doing is after studying it on my own and finding out that I truly enjoyed every single moment I had the time to sit down to study the language. 

That has never happened to me for English and Chinese before. English alright, since it's the main language I use in writing, but there isn't any wows and fascination in English. It just sort of come very naturally to me. 


But learning about Korean grammar and all that fascinates me. I think this is the advantage of learning a new language when you're older. You appreciate it better, I guess. 

That's why, I am pretty much certain I will study this language all the way to as high as i could, until I'm proficient at it. 

Sucks really, to reach age 19 and find out that I somehow possess some love for language after all. I was always under the impression I am only a social science/humanities kind of person. 

 

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another full stop. [Mar. 13th, 2010|02:04 am]

risingsunset
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]
[Current Music |b2st - shock]

I have gotten back my A level results.
I have finished my internship.
I am going to paint my nail bright red in celebration.
I have to wake up early to go for NTU/NUS open house tomorrow.
I have yet to finish my reflections. 
I have to wake up even earlier to do my reflections tomorrow.
I only danced for 2 days this week and so I am not happy.

I am not in a talking mood. 

I need another post for internship. 
not tonight. 
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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2010|12:00 am]

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I have this nasty allergy on my neck, thanks to lousy metal on the necklace. I've always known I'm allergic to lousy metals, but I didn't know even bare skin can be affected. Now there's one thin line of red bums around my neck now and it's super annoying. :( 


Last day today, tons of hugs, kisses, presents and goodbyes. Pictures speaks a thousand words so go to facebook! 


After which, went for lunch for Jasmine and Alice in Wonderlanding.  We were supposed to watch in Bishan, but thanks to Jasmine's brother who needs dunno what thing, we went to Orchard Road instead.  Along the way talked about a bunch of shit. 

Jasmine actually compared her brother with my Hyunjoongie. LOL! She's saying that her brother's figure sort of resembles Hyunjoong; you know, the kind that isn't noticeably muscular but when you make closer observation, there's some nice abs there. the sort. 

After seeing her brother, I think he's not too bad BUT Hyunjoong is better. HAHA. (duh) 

Even Jasmine is watching WGM and going crazy with laughing. Like Jessica, Jas also notices baby and thinks he's cute. GOSH. 



Really exhausted. Tomorrow's NUS open house. Going with Camy & Ferran. yay. 


Honestly, if Camy and I do get into NUS FASS, 
then this is like, another 4 years of us being in the same school. 

And that means we are truly truly truly 16 years of being in the same schools throughout.

Primary - Secondary - JC - University. 

@.@ I swear, we did not plan this at all. Don't know how that happened, but it just did. 
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LiveJournal Major Notes: March header, Charitable vgift, Squirrels in love [Mar. 11th, 2010|04:11 pm]

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We're pleased to announce the winner of our first charitable vgift poll, Doctors without Borders / Médecins Sans Frontières, which provides critical medical care to under-served populations around the world. Priced at $2.99, we'll donate 100 percent of the proceeds we raise from the sale of this vgift (we'll cover credit card fees). We invite you to start recommending nonprofits for our next fundraising drive at [info]ljnewscontests. We'll take suggestions through the month and post a poll in the news during the first week of April to let you choose the recipient. We thank you, again, for your passion and generosity.

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(no subject) [Mar. 12th, 2010|12:29 am]

wonderrrgirl
Tomorrow's last day. I'm surprised at how I felt this slight sadness at the fact that we're going to go. 

Today, I went in to relief 3N and we had a major camwhore session. I really will miss those kids. The girls, who are much more well behaved than the boys.The boys, who are a mad bunch but love them for who they are. 

& really happy to see Fazirah coming up to thank me for lending her the textbook for the whole term. I mean, it's a very small thing to me, lending it to her. But to see her coming up like this, just simply reminds me of what I would not have done. I mean, I would just see it as something small, and I wouldn't have done what she did. But her sincerity is amazing and I'm impressed. 

I'll miss those with super good attitude who always do a good job with my homework, and those who are totally horrible with their homework but are good natured at heart. I think the latter is more important actually. Even though these kids aren't exactly smarty pants, sometimes you just marvel at how innocent they are, because of what they do, and what they're thinking. Will miss 3N Geog definitely, for being so cute and awesome, esp my cute Wavven! Wavven is just so cute. He has this baby face honestly. I cannot believe that boy is 15 yrs old. & even big boys like Gary is cute in his own way, for having like, being a huge slacker and all, and those who always never do the work properly but are fun loving and happy. 


3NB, the class I taught SS to, is also another fun loving class. There are a bunch of noisy people in there, as well as a group of those who are always very attentive in lessons, and another group behind who's always slacking. Overall I guess it is their innocent hearts that won me over. I will miss them, especially those that I had the chance to talk to more; like Weijie, kenneth, nicholas, humairah, rizal, hakim, etc etc etc etc. Weijie and kenneth are always gossiping and gossiping, seriously, and I remember the most when I give them evil eyes and they'll smirk, but 5 minutes later, gossipboy continues. @.@ 

But I like them the most when we're outside class. In class there's always this stress to do well, to make sure they perform well in school. Outside school, I could talk to them about other more important things. For I don't think academics is the only thing we should be focus on, though sad to say, despite the system trying to put forth this impression, it is failing sadly, because results is still what everyone is most concerned with. A long way to go in this aspect... 


Will miss 3EA as well because they are easily the easiest class to teach, really. Intelligent bunch with a serious attitude to learn, though will talk some rubbish sometimes of course (which I appreciated). They are also really really respectful and nice. I don't have the chance to teach them for long, and I'm glad we can still establish a rapport despite that. 


That's for my upper sec classes, whom, I have to say, I love much more than the lower sec classes. It's just me being able to click with older kids more. :) 


As for the lower sec, I will miss 2NB even though they are super problematic. But the kind of changes I see in them, really. Some of them, like Martin and Keith, who were at first super desruptive and unwilling to learn. Look at them now... It's a huge change. I am grateful to Martin's card too. I am surprised he took the time out to search for a card and wrote in it. Take one look at him and you would have thought he's the sort who wouldn't bother writing anything, let alone a card to a teacher. I'm glad to see how much he has changed. 

I'm also glad to see Zac, who was super noisy and rude in the first few weeks I was there, and now, where he quietly does his homework, and is able to behave and talk nicely now.  


I like 2EA too because they are really a smart bunch. Abit like my sec 1 class 1E3, where there are tons of smart people, but also people who cannot control their mouths. This is exactly 2EA. Ah well, kids. I like how they will take the initiative to get the class to greet you, to set up the computer for you, and to ask if you need help when you are carrying things. They are a polite bunch, just really noisy and not knowing when to listen. I am most grateful to Alec, because he is one of the best class chairperson I've ever seen. 



Love you all after all these weeks, and yay, tomorrow I am santa claus going around giving chocolates to my 7 classes. Blew my one day salary on this, but well, it's the last day, so. 


I am dying so I will go to bed now. Good night!! 
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2010|12:14 am]

wonderrrgirl
Finally got my ass down to sending the application to NUS. I hate doing such things, I don't know why. Anyway I was going to wait until after open house but I decided that it's pointless, because I KNOW NUS is the only place I want to go, since it's the only place with what I want. I want to start uni like NOWWW. 

But I still want to work too. I want money. Money I love you. 

Anyway, going for another interview on Monday. It's a job I found while reading the papers. LOL. It's freaking in the north so I'm really happy. Please choose me choose me! But I don't even know how the pay's like, but I don't think it'll be low. Afterall, they are actually looked for someone with experience, but I just randomly try out and for some reason they wanted to hear me out! Interview that is.

Wooooo. YAYYY. & the person is like so nice. He/she is all, " See you soon!!! Call me when you reach the building " (it's govt related. I know I don't want govt but this is okay. This is diffferent) 


Please just let me get a good job! I have alot of shit to pay for. 


Should I apply for that financial aid thing in NUS? Don't really need it, but why not? I don't like hearing my mother's " see now you don't want teaching then no scholarship, don't expect us to keep letting you go overseas and buy all kinds of things ~~~~~~ "  YAAAAAAAAAAA I get it. 

But the application for financial aid scholarship is SO FREAKING TROUBLESOME. I'm dying. There's a personal statement to write. Not again..... & the question is quite hard. I'm going to ask Jasmine tomorrow for ideas. She's practically doing the exact question that she is doing for some medical scholarship that she's applying. 



& I just realised that I have been keeping contact with someone that I have not seen for 4 years. Chengxun, my senior, I know him since I was sec 1 and he was sec 4, and all the way, how many years has it been. The last time we saw each other was like in 2006. And until now, we are still in contact. How powerful is that? hahaha, plus we have different friends really. The only friend of his that I know well enough is pohlim. 

Just talked to pohlim through facebook chat just now. Been like YEARS since I talk to him. Seriously not kidding about the 'years' part. Used to talk to him alot back then but after that just got so busy. Ong Poh Lim is my role model in secondary school okay! I repeat his life story and success many times to my students now. HAHA! How can I not... Poke and my math tutor are completely miracle kids who proved that Normal Academic stream doesn't mean you can't be as good, if not even BETTER than express kids. It's nothing to do with what class you from, but how much you're willing to do. 

I really hope chengxun can get into NUS, and Poke too next year he gets out of army. (& he's confirm gonna get in with his kind of GPA) if so, then finally we can meet each other in school, and once again in the same school. I can vividly remember the last time I saw them. It was an outing to vivo city. I rmb so vividly I laughed like crap throughout. They're this funny. 


Very happy now, and I just hope all goes right for all of us!! fighting! 


I LOVE KOREAN LANGUAGE!!!!!! I learn some new things today. Tomorrow is super free so I'm learning tomorrow in school too. Fighting!! 
 

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